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Sometime within the next month so crazy. I'm so exhausted and excited and nervous. Wish me luck.

Yay so i got into school. I start march 12th. I just pray the classes aren't hard....I'm sure I'll be fine. Only 8 more credits to graduate then gunna try to get into toni&guy academy =). So stoked then i can make some money on the side by doing my friends hair.

100. i am such a jealous person.
99. i wish i were half my weight.
98. i am extemely clumsy and i have the worst luck.
97. i am a hippie at heart.
96 . i can be the biggest bitch
95 . i wish i had a bigger but and smaller boobs.
94. i love to party.
93. i don't like a lot of people.
92. you've most likely heard rumors about me, i don't care.
91. i used to live and breath writing and i can't seem to write how i use to now.
90. i want to find myself living happily with carl, not stressing out about bills/family/friends.
89. i am a sucker for sweethearts.
88. i get attached to easily and they break my heart.
87. i usually fake liking my mom.
86. i wish i can have a best friend more than a year.
85. i've liked hello kitty before the fucking scene came out.
84. i have a 38 C size bra.
83. I get hangovers even if the night before i only had 2 drinks.
82. Most people think i'm a bitch, & i'm a total sweetie.
81. i actually want to go to culinary or beauty school.
80. i know i've let down my parents.
79. i wish i can turn 21 already i'm ready to be a grown up.
78. i do not have lots of friends.
77. i try not to eat, but everyone has to eat some time you know?
76. i hate to say this, but i've done some horrible things in my life.
75. i have probably learned more than you will by the time you're 20.
74. i have been really naive my whole life.
73. i have only had 7 boyfriends before carl.
72. i attended CEHS. And proble 5 elemenarys & two middle schools.
71. i don't find black people attractive, besides pharrel, and no, i'm not racist.
70. I don't regret anything.
69. I love my aunt carol more than anyone in my family, i can talk to her about anything & she'll take care of me if needed.
68. i'm full mexican american
67. i don't like when i say 'i love you' to a person their response is 'me too'.
66. i've only kissed 4 guys in my whole life.
65. i was bi but now i'm with carl.
64. i hate cleaning, but like cooking.
63. i make silly faces when i'm happy.
62. i am shy at the wierdest times.
61. i'll tell you straight up if i think ur fake.
60. i don't wish death on anyone.
59. i'm 5'4", but i wish i was 5'0"
58. i actually know how to walk in heels.
57. i shave my arms, even though i hardly have any hair on them.
56. i don't wear too much make-up.
55. i have a few friends, but i know there is one i can keep forever.
54. i wish i can steal some of my friend's traits.
53. i have had 3 myspaces now i have two this one & music pro.
52. i wish i was rich & i wouldn't be a snob.
51. i have a big nose i hate it.
50. i have never been in an actual fight.
49. i like my hair sometimes, but i still change it a lot.
48. i was never psrt of a sports team except a t-ball one when i was lil'.
47. i have a pre paid cell phone till i'm 18 then i'll have alltel.
46. i cannot save money i awlays spend it on clothes,jewlery,nails,hair.
45. i really miss my best friend too bad she had to change.
44. i'm really shallow sometimes.
43. my dad & i don't have the best relationship anymore, but i still love him.
42. I want another wedding, i willhave one in 5 or 10 years to renew our vows.
41. the furthest i've been outside of my city is las vegas.
40. i get hurt a lot, but i never give up.
39. i dance like noone's watching i d.g.a.f.
38. i change my hair about 3times a year.
37. i have a thing with shoes and jewlery they make me happy.
36. i don't care what my family thinks, only my grandparents & tia carol.
35. i buy a lot of stuff which is why i never have money.
34. i want to move to flagsatff or las vegas.
33. i love sushi, & imma on & off veggie.
32. i'm afraid of the future.
31. i love disney princesses, hk, & strawberry shortcake.
30. i sleep too much and yet i don't get enough.
29. i want more than 5 tatoos.
28. i'm getting my ears gagued up to size 4.
27. i want 5 more piercings but i'll proble only get 1 more.
26. i'd move to cali,vegas,or new york if i could.
25. Sometimes i wish i could just be carl's gf that way i could have my own apartment with one of my fave friends because i always wanted to do that.
24. i'm a fantastic liar.
23. it's hard for me to forgive & forget.
22. i've gone through many stages.
21. hot likw wow! haha i love techno.
20. i love rapp & indie too.
19. i hate the sound of girls screaming & giggling like damn idiots.
18. i hate tomatoes, but i like ketchup.
17. i find myself annoying at times.
16. I think carl's cute when he's sad which i knoe is wierd.
15. Carl thinks i'm cute when i sneeze lol.
14. i want longer eyelashes, without them being fake.
15. it's easy for me to hate you.
12. i know when people lie to me.
11. i want to adopt a kid when im older.
10. my pet peeve is girls who think they're the $***.
9. i want american apparel tube socks & a pink &turquiose bikini top.
8. i love getting pampered
7. i'm not scene/emo/straightedge labels are gay.
6. i 've looked 18 since i was 15.
5. i've gotten biten by a scorpion when i was in kindergarden.
4. i like holding people's hands & hugs.
3. i like to argue.
2. i like the rocky horror picture show
1. i usually remeber my dreams & they're wierd.